Ha-Ha-Ha

Hey maybe happiness does thrives at last, despite the gruelling experiences you might have had with an igloo man flashing his gold teeth aiming you at gunpoint, while trying to cross the Siberian border. One way or another, it had made that man wicked joyful.

Masochistic yeah, but I'm pretty random at making other people happy, if not pleased. Not to be misleading, I've lived a life surrounded by people thinking that I'm way out of control. Sure I am loved. I have felt that a hundred times over and beyond - I have made others feel that way in them if not to me. Relationships are nothing but limits to how far I can go. So I am empathetic in a sense..but when I don't care at all, nunca I will believe nor criticize any activity. No matter what, I am to reassure again and again enthusiastic addiction to the term Ha-ha-ha.

Everyone has been given shares of real smiles satisfaction guaranteed. I believe pain feels good. Hating is essential to loving. Confusing too, but the more risks I take, the more I delve into nirvana search way too long and tedious battle not any lama mind could explain. The result, heartbroken me. Sure I cried about these mishaps intensely. Some might give up on me. But when I give in, I'm to carry a part of these times for always with me. Good or bad..indiferrent and still, ecstatic.

Yes true happiness isn't to be attained drastically by egotistic snobs or desperate lonesome people. Simple, love is happiness. Just when you thought you've lost the capability to love, hence, losing a happy grin - you're only liar to yourself. Time measures how long will that fracture be mended again I hope. You know in the end, it will always be you smiling back at the same igloo guy, as he's only tricked you with a water gun - you decided to cross the border still. But did he tell you his gold teeth are real? He might have tried only if you cared for a second look.

Flash. He's an eskimo.